Sacrifice...

will you ever sacrifice your own happiness? well i already did. masakit pero alam mo na tama yun. kase alam ko sa sarili ko kung kelan ako lalaban at kung kelan hinde. its hard to compete with a person na alam mong wala kang panama sa kanila... and to top all that close mo pa yung taong yun. sigh! i dont want to give up my friendship sa taong close sa akin. kaya i would rather sacrifice my own happiness just for him. alam ko nasasaktan ako pero ayoko rin makatapak nang ibang tao. lalong lalo na sa taong close sa akin. mas ok na na ako ang masaktan dahil alam ko lilipas na lang to. hehehe! maybe hinde talaga kami pwede para sa isat isa... imagine lahat nang kalaban ko may looks... ako wala! hahaha! sino ba mag kakagusto sa isang katulad ko? maitim... panget... hehehe! siguro bulag lang mag kakagusto sa akin or may sakit! hahaha! asa pa ako sa mga kalaban ko. i guess thats life! ang cute para lang sa cute! ang panget well syempre sa panget! i guess i need to live life that way. alam ko makakaget over din ako sa problem na to. i know andyan pa rin naman friends ko throught thick and thin! ill just prioritize my studies na lang muna. love you my bagets family! hehehe!


G4M BAGETS!!!
from left to right (Kenz, Tata, Danlen, Jeck, Eros, Paris, Myrrh, Mel, Eman, Miggi, Nikki) si Mamu Zico lang kulang! hehehe!

Foreign Neighbor...

Cutie Ricky! Hehehe!

just got home from school yesterday. buti na lang maaga kami dinismiss nang prof namin. knocked out ako! tulog kagad ako pag dating ko sa house. my mom was waking me up kase mag papabili sya so i checked my phone if someone texted me. a familliar name messaged me it was my new found friend. actually he's our neighbor. hehehe! i met him sa building near sa house. he's cute, neat looking and as i suspected a PLU. actually he's a foreigner and pinatapon sya nang parents nya dito sa pinas kase bad boy pala sya sa kanila. LOL! we've been texting for about a month. i got his number nung nag paload kami nang sabay. so i decided to get his no. and text him. his name is Ricky. he studies in trinity and taking up management. so back to the text! hehehe! he asked me if i could come over in his place. so i said yes. so i rushed to his place. so i knocked on the door. this is the first time na mag kakakilala kami nang personal. we do see each other sa amin pero we just stare in each other and hi lang. so we talked to each other and went to his room. he was smiling the whole time when staring at me in a naughty way. so i made effort to hold his hands while talking. hehehe! after awhile his head started to approach me face to face and kissed me on the lips. grabe! kinilig ako! hahaha! as always alam nyo na kung san napunta ang isang simpleng halik. hahaha! ikaw ba naman makipag sex sa cutie. hehehe! aayaw ka pa ba. so after that we talked more para mag kakilala kami nang lubos. hehehe! so now friends na kami with plus! hehehe! grabe minsan he acts na nga na parang bf ko sya. hehehe!