Frog Prince...

when everything seems to be perfect... youve thought that youve already found your prince charming... but at the end youll find it out that he was just another FROG PRINCE...

sigh! akala ko talaga sya na pero hinde pala... nakakainis kase ok na yung taong gusto mo... then later on malalaman mo lang pala na meron na sya... and he's willing to sacrifice his love for you para sa taong nangangailangan nang pag mamahal nya! don you find it a stupid reason! he keeps on calling you MUSHY pero malalaman mo pa mismo sa profile nya na may bf sya... at pinost pa nya yung pic nang bf nya sa profile nya. sigh! its not that im mad or nasaktan ako... its just that parang na realize ko na talaga na wala nang taong seryoso ngayon. you might think na the guy your dating or getting to know with was your prince charming... was the guy na sisirain rin ang prince charming mo. hehehe! i know there are thousands of fishes in the sea but there are also thousands of fishermans on the sea. hehehe! i know someday makikilala ko rin yung prince charming ko. siguro hinde ko pa talaga time mag karoon nang bf... hehehe! tama na siguro na binigyan ko sya nang second chance but he blew it right away... thank god at binigyan nya ako nang instincts na icheck ko yung profile nya. grabe! ang hirap ma explain pero ang lakas talaga nang instincts ko pag alam ko na may mga masasamang nangyayari... ang weird talaga nang feeling! hehehe! anyhow i wish him na lang all of the happiness! dont worry no bitterness! i have my reasons why im not talking to you and why im not accepting your friendship. friendship? cause we never started as friends... marami na akong friends and i dont need one right now...
why im not talking to you? cause wala naman na tayong dapat pag usapan. you already made your decision di ba? alam ko na na mas pinili mo ang taong nangangailangan nang pag mamahal mo, kesa sa taong mahal mo! hehehe! buti na lang andyan si crushie! hehehe! sana mapansin nya ako! hahaha! ^___^ happy fishing na lang sa akin! hehehe!

hugs guys!

Certified Partyphille...

grabe! it was thurs. my friends and i decided to attend the g4m bash... hehehe! buti na lang i slept pag kadating ko from school. hahaha! kakahaggard talaga pumasok! kainis! hehehe! pero wala akong magagawa kundi pumasok its for my own good naman! hehehe! its been almost 2 months ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapag bed dahil sa sobrang busy sa school. whew! we arrived at midnight and partied till 5 am! we went sa bar to get the free drinks then so my friends and i are laughing our hearts out kase nakikita namin yung mga pics namin sa tv screen. hehehe! then swe heard a voice from behind shouting "picture! picture! " hehehe! all of us stopped and paused to have a pic. hehehe! we danced till we drop sa bed at nasa ledge pa kami! hinde kami nahiya! hahaha! pakapalan na talaga nang face to! grabe! danlen and i where looking for cute guys pero bilang na bilang lang talaga ang cuties that night meron ngang mga nag paramdam pero wala lang! hehehe! after exhausting our way we decided na lumabas muna nang bed. then we hanged out sa che'lu kase masyadong crowded na and pagod na kaming lahat! there was this cute guys sa labas nang synder with his friends naka orange sya na polo shirt... hehehe! he was so cute! hehehe! pero alam namin na hanggang tingin na lang kami sa kanya! hahaha! so we had some drinks sa che'lu till 4am then off to home... it was really one hell of a night! hehehe! sobrang saya! kahit pagod and ngarag! hehehe!


G4M Bagets conquers Bed! Hehehehe!

Sacrifice...

will you ever sacrifice your own happiness? well i already did. masakit pero alam mo na tama yun. kase alam ko sa sarili ko kung kelan ako lalaban at kung kelan hinde. its hard to compete with a person na alam mong wala kang panama sa kanila... and to top all that close mo pa yung taong yun. sigh! i dont want to give up my friendship sa taong close sa akin. kaya i would rather sacrifice my own happiness just for him. alam ko nasasaktan ako pero ayoko rin makatapak nang ibang tao. lalong lalo na sa taong close sa akin. mas ok na na ako ang masaktan dahil alam ko lilipas na lang to. hehehe! maybe hinde talaga kami pwede para sa isat isa... imagine lahat nang kalaban ko may looks... ako wala! hahaha! sino ba mag kakagusto sa isang katulad ko? maitim... panget... hehehe! siguro bulag lang mag kakagusto sa akin or may sakit! hahaha! asa pa ako sa mga kalaban ko. i guess thats life! ang cute para lang sa cute! ang panget well syempre sa panget! i guess i need to live life that way. alam ko makakaget over din ako sa problem na to. i know andyan pa rin naman friends ko throught thick and thin! ill just prioritize my studies na lang muna. love you my bagets family! hehehe!


G4M BAGETS!!!
from left to right (Kenz, Tata, Danlen, Jeck, Eros, Paris, Myrrh, Mel, Eman, Miggi, Nikki) si Mamu Zico lang kulang! hehehe!

Foreign Neighbor...

Cutie Ricky! Hehehe!

just got home from school yesterday. buti na lang maaga kami dinismiss nang prof namin. knocked out ako! tulog kagad ako pag dating ko sa house. my mom was waking me up kase mag papabili sya so i checked my phone if someone texted me. a familliar name messaged me it was my new found friend. actually he's our neighbor. hehehe! i met him sa building near sa house. he's cute, neat looking and as i suspected a PLU. actually he's a foreigner and pinatapon sya nang parents nya dito sa pinas kase bad boy pala sya sa kanila. LOL! we've been texting for about a month. i got his number nung nag paload kami nang sabay. so i decided to get his no. and text him. his name is Ricky. he studies in trinity and taking up management. so back to the text! hehehe! he asked me if i could come over in his place. so i said yes. so i rushed to his place. so i knocked on the door. this is the first time na mag kakakilala kami nang personal. we do see each other sa amin pero we just stare in each other and hi lang. so we talked to each other and went to his room. he was smiling the whole time when staring at me in a naughty way. so i made effort to hold his hands while talking. hehehe! after awhile his head started to approach me face to face and kissed me on the lips. grabe! kinilig ako! hahaha! as always alam nyo na kung san napunta ang isang simpleng halik. hahaha! ikaw ba naman makipag sex sa cutie. hehehe! aayaw ka pa ba. so after that we talked more para mag kakilala kami nang lubos. hehehe! so now friends na kami with plus! hehehe! grabe minsan he acts na nga na parang bf ko sya. hehehe!

My Day...

damn! 22 na ako! hahaha! pero i do look young... hahaha! some guys would think na advantage yun but for me nope... kase most of the guys i meet na grabe mukha daw akong totoy... kaya most of them think na mas ok na maging younger brother na lang ako... hahaha! well wala na akong magagawa dun... hehehe! i started my day by reading all the text messages in my mobile phone... hehehe! touch ako at maraming nakaalala na birthday ko... hahaha! i wasnt expecting anything basta ok na ako sa kahit ano... my mom decided to cook some food... buti na lang at puro fave ko niluto ni mama... hahaha! then my dad called me up around 6pm to be ready... watch daw kami nang pba... sabi ko good! kase purefoods chunkee giants ako! hahaha! so my brother and i got dressed up and headed to araneta coliseum by 7pm. my dad was already waiting for us at the entrace facing shopwise. hehehe! so we seated at the lower box b... the crowd started to scream kase nag start na yung 1st quarter... grabe! enjoy talaga manood nang basketball... hehehe! i do watch basketball.... ewan ko ba bakit i still get into watching basketball... kase ironic sa mga plu na nanonood nang basketball so manly kase eh! hahaha! pero ako mas trip ko manood nang basketball... hehehe! so at the 4th quarter before a minute na matatapos na yung 4th quarter my dad decided na lumabas na kami kase for sure mahaba ang pila mamaya sa pag labas... and alam ko naman na panalo na ang purefoods hehehe! asar nga sa akin dad ko kase sya redbull eh tinambakan nang purefoods ang redbull... hahaha! kaya palitan kami nang comments while watching... hahaha! weird ko noh! hehehe! kaya masaya while watching kase my dad and i really bonded that time... we headed outside the coliseum, while walking towards gateway to get the car i spotted a familiar face... hehehe! si Markee... i wanted to approach him pero mahirap na baka kase makita kami nang dad ko... alam nyo na! patay pa ako! hahaha! so i decided not to call him.. i just texted him up na nakita ko sya sa coffee bean. hehehe! kaya ayun... we got home around 10:30 pm... thats how i celebrated my day! hehehe! my wish for my birthday... peace of mind, guidance and true love... hehehe! i wish i could find my one true love... ok lang kahit puro inspirations lang muna... medyo busy din kase ako... hehehe! hugs guys!

Unforgettable...

it was last friday when i was chatting with my friend sa YM around lunch time... before i logout a fimiliar nick macked me. it was M. R. he's a 4th yr student from a school around taft area. we bumped into each other at Friendster. weve been chatting for 3 months na rin.



MR: hi arbie
me: hi ****!
me: long time no chat ah!
MR: oo nga been busy sa skul
me: ah ok
MR: i want to meet u n
me: ok lang sched ko nang walang pasok today
MR: cool daanan kta s haus
MR: meron ka namang no. ko d b?
me: yup
MR: txt mo ko ha
me: opo
MR: c u l8r

around the 3pm my phone rang. a text message from M.R.
M.R.: san k po banda s araneta ave? dto n po me :)
me: s may bpi

so nag antay ako sa meet up place namin. after a few minutes a black car stopped infront of me and the window started to open... i saw M.R. for the very first time. my god ang cute nya! he was 5'8 mestizo chinito certified cute. so jackpot talaga! so pasok na ako sa front seat... and we started talking to each other. about life, relationships, school, interests etc. the conversation was really nice. then he asked me kung san ba ang pinakamalapit na starbucks sa place namin. we went to starbucks and bought something to drink sa car. nakakahiya man pero he treated me out. hahaha! (kapal nang face ko!) hahah! so we started to talk while driving around. while talking, i got surprised when he grabbed my left hand and started holding hands with him habang nag drive sya. grabe! kinilig talaga ako nang sobra! shit! imagine a cute guy holding your hands. kakatunaw talaga! hehehe! so we drove around. grabe na libot namin ang araneta ave, quezon ave, banawe and sta mesa. hahaha! talagang joyride kami. as in super enjoy kami sa company nang isat isa. he was so open to me. he told me everything kaya nga ako natutuwa sa kanya kase walang syang second thoughts na mag open up sa akin. sobrang at ease kami sa isat isa. hehehe! while we're driving around sta mesa he was telling me na masakit na yung back nya kase nag basketball daw sya last night from 9pm till 11pm. grabe ganun sya ka athletic. hehehe! so i told him na kung anong plan nya. he respond " we have 2 choices... we'll drive around... or... mag check in tayo sa motel... " i got shocked with the second choice... so i told him "sige check in na lang tayo" so we look around kagad for a motel. we found one pretty quick. so he went to the cr muna and then sat beside me at the edge of the bed and talked. then he came closer to me and hugged. till nakahiga na kami pareho sa bed hugging. until both of us fell asleep. hehehe! then nagising ako and found myself staring at his face the whole time. grabe ang sarap nyang panoorin matulog hehehe! until nagising din sya and we kissed, smiled at each other and hugged each other tightly. iba talaga ang feeling pag sweet things lang ang ginagawa nyo. hehehe! we spent the whole time hugging and kissing each other. i would admit something came up. hehehe! syempre hinde ko na pwede kwento yun in details. private na masyado. hehehe! syempre every good things comes to an end. hinahanap na sya nang sister nya... cause its already 7 o clock and wala pa sya sa house. so we both decided that we needed to go home na. while we're on our way sa house ang sweet pa rin namin. nagkukulitan like lovers. i wish nga na sana mag sama pa kami nang matagal kase masaya kami sa company nang isat isa. walang dull moments puro happy and sweet moments lahat. so he dropped me off sa house and grabbed me tight sa hand and said each other our goodbyes. it was really unforgettable for me. meeting someone like him na lets say physically attractive pero theres something more in him that i really found very attractive... and thats his personality. hehehe! i just hope i could meet him up again. eventhough hinde na sya maulit ok lang cause im happy that meron kaming happy and sweet memories with each other. hehehe!